What's with my brain?

• I keep wanting to go shopping and get awesome clothes and jewelry. (Like really stylized -- beyond my regular existence.) Then I walk past the mirror and see my unwashed hair and makeup-less face and realize that stuff would just sit around my house (probably wouldn't even get put away!)
• For some reason all I can think about is decorating for Christmas. I want to cut up thrift-store christmas-colored clothes and sew them into pillows and things. 
• I keep baking. This is not normal.
• I'm making these big goals. 
• At the same time I feel like I'm missing everything, even though I don't know how I could experience these moments any more than I am.
• Basically I think I can do more than I can right now.